The Journey

The hardest thing I have ever done is realizing my worth and learning to love someone from a distance. You see, I was conditioned to love people and stay loyal with all my might. In the process, I was never taught how to love and stay loyal to myself.

I thought being in a relationship meant doing everything in my power to make my partner happy and vise versa. I learned the hard way that doing this left me powerless. By me placing responsibility for my happiness on someone else, left me feeling dissatisfied, betrayed, confused and angry.

Being in this state for a while and needing to feel better, I relinquished the source of it all. In the process, I learned to love unconditionally. I know I will always love this person because by his side, I learned to love myself and recognize all the areas in me, I need to address and heal.

I learned to love unconditionally by learning to meet and accept others where they are in their own journey. I learned to decipher and identify the things that belong to me, that I must work on and heal, and let go of the things that are not for me to change. I learned to protect my mind, heart and soul by focusing on everything and everyone that aligns with my happiness. I no longer feel guilty for not spending time and energy on the things and people that contradict all that supports my well being.

it hasn’t been easy. I am and will continue to be work on progress. I still find myself giving myself permission to love from a distance everyone and everything that does not support and encourage my happiness. But, I can tell you today, that I am my best self and I will continue to get better because I enjoy feeling ease, loved, comfort, excitement, balanced, empowered and free.

Live in your truth

Know that when you’re experiencing the worst of life, you are manifesting your strength and all you have desired to be and have. It might be painful, feel destructive but it is giving you an opportunity to change something within and around you to help be at your best.

You see, we constantly seek euphoria. The feeling of happiness, confidence and wholeness. When we are not in this state, our life becomes a discomfort to our emotions and our existence. The discomfort is asking you to stop, reevaluate what it is you need and want to feel euphoric again.

Do not ignore and or blame your discomfort on the people around you nor the circumstance. Do not willingly give your power away so easily. You have the power to change it all and always be and feel happy.

Stay true to yourself. Stay connected to what you need and want. Know that when you regain your balance, the people and experiences that are for your highest good, will always surround and be accessible to you.

You are meant to always be happy and confident so do everything in your power to remain here.